Blogging is one of those things that you just can’t explain to a non-blogger. It’s one of those things that you either “get” or you don’t. Trying to make someone who doesn’t understand it, “get” it, is like beating your head against a brick wall.
Last night sucked. Yesterday’s question about whether or not to continue with this blog weighed heavily on my mind. It’s still weighing me down today.
I still don’t know what I’m going to do about it. What I do know is that I have a lot of anger, hurt, and other free-floating negative emotions going on right now.
I’ve thought about trying to explain myself to his ex. But not being a blogger, she’s not going to get it. So there’s really no point.
Bloggers understand that blogs are about expression, working shit out, sharing our experiences, so that we can function better in our everyday lives.
Non-bloggers….well, I’m not exactly sure what you think. But you don’t get it, that much I do know. So I won’t even really try to explain it to you.
Today I will continue to sit with what I’m thinking and feeling. I won’t make a rash decision, but I will definitely make a conscious choice about what to do with this blog.